A Dream

Dream is one sweet imagination and creation of instances and thoughts which we see in the pictorial form when we are subconscious (sleeping). One can be a King but one can be prisoned for lifetime in his or her dream. One can go decades back but one can also live in the futuristic world.

Dream can take us anywhere and give us that moment of happiness. Have you ever got a chance to meet someone whom you have lost forever, I have. But on the other hand, it can also show us the most cruel things and make us feel miserable - I have killed someone in my dream. It has that power to make u meet people who no more exist and take you away from people who are sleeping next to you. It has the power to make you meet your ex and it also has the power to make you meet your next. A dream can take you for a world trip and it can also take you to a war land.

For me, it's the seeding of an idea that blossoms when we are in the subconscious state. Sometimes the seeds are infected which gives a nightmare and sometimes the seeds are of a quality that can inspire your real world. People who don't get to dream are the unprivileged set of people who can't enjoy the unreal world.

Dreams can be graphed on a daily basis to evaluate the inclination of a person's thought process. Though it may sound freaky but in real, psychiatrists use these graphs for people who get negative dreams, which can spoil someone's following day.

I wish that I had the power to control my dream so that I could meet not only people who are stationed in different cities and countries but also people who have been a part of my life but now they don't exist in my dream world.

I wish you A Happy Dream ;)

The Sugar Cube

I saw her from far but never went closer,
she was dressed in black and appeared sober.

I could see the smoke and I could see her eyes,
I could see her lips which kept me mesmerized.

I wanted to talk but the opportunities died,
so I went aside and started my poker game with chips and dice.

Every time there came a Queen, I saw her by my side.
I got the signal for the night but couldn't gather the strength to face the sparkling eyes.
So I gave up my try, thinking that few things are just meant to die.

Few days later I see her request,
I went crazy but tried to suppress.

I started my conversation with a random 'Hi',
and waited for the most awaited reply.

The boat started to move and it crossed few tides,
I felt comfortable and kept on with my strides.

We started to chat, we started to fight.
It seemed right so I gave up my pride and asked her for a date one particular night.

Few beers and few cosmos gave me the lift,
and the rest was written to progress with a swift.

Her smile gave me a reason to pull up my heart,
the song and the place added the spark.

She blew my head and she blew my heart,
I felt like diving without any guard.

She gave me a reason to smile back again,
she greased up the space where rust had made its place.

I feel happy to have you Sugar,
You just make my coffee a way more sweeter, a way more smoother.

A Coin!

I found a coin today lying on the ground,
it's not just a coin but something precious that I found.

Dropped coins come from heaven, that's what my grandma used to say;
angels toss it and drop it in the month of May. 

How I used to love those stories and await for the summer month;
and collect the fallen coins to feel the lucky one.

She used to say - 'when angels miss you, they toss a coin down,
sometimes just to cheer up or make a smile out of your frown'. 

Now I am on streets to earn the real coins,
realising that they have lost their charm to the Gandhis' of the soil. 

Smile and feel happy when you find a fallen metal(coin),
give it to someone who would value it more than a tea kettle.

Don't pass by that coin when you are feeling blue,
it may be a coin from the heaven that an angel tossed to you.

Someone..

Someone thought about you today,
but that is nothing new.

Someone thought about you yesterday,
and days before too.

Someone thinks of you in silence,
Someone often takes your name.

All Someone has is your memory,
and a picture in a frame.

Your memory is a keepsake
from which Someone will never part.

Someone had you in his arms,
And now, Someone has you in his heart!!

My Voyage with Friends..

We tend to get buzy and forget about the relationship which is the sweetest on this planet.. I just want to share my journey and the people I met at different ports (you will get to know why am I calling it 'ports') of life.. There were lods of passengers who boarded my fship cruise but very few stayed back till date.. This note is for all those who are still paying the price of boarding the Cruise. 

School was fun and I cherished my first 2 passengers - Garvita and Pallavi; and then the herd became bigger and my cruise became popular and many more fabulous people such as Shreyansh, Ankit, Prince, Nishant, Radhika, Swati, Neha, Anannya, Shobhit and Vasundhara got in for a ride, possibly they dint know that I wont let them get down, ever. 

Then I moved to bangalore where I met Ansul and Pooja, who just changed my perception towards everything and made me someone who was strong enough to face the brutal tides (cruel world). Mohsin, Hardy and Shivani were like the anchors on whom I could always lend my weight. Rishi, who later became one of my closest pal was the first member of my casino hall. Sunny, Manu and Urvy were the sweethearts who were just destined to meet me, thanks to Hardy!! Prateek who was totally different from everyone just happened to be with me during my good and bad times and made me learn that knowledge from books is not the only parameter to be successful in life. 

The voyage took a different route and I reached Mumbai where Ketan, Divyata, Prerana and Nitin boarded and booked their corporate suits on Ogilvy's name and guided me on my path. The journey was smooth and steady and suddenly the most charming and fun loving person boarded - Akash. He made me realize that two brothers don't need blood relation. The crusie took a turn and parked itself in Mudra Communications where Vaibhav, Noor, Radhika, Anil, Punnet and Jay gave me the most comforting stay and I just forgot that I was away from my family. They treated me like their younger brother and called me with all the weirdest names possible, 'chikipedia' being one of them. 

Life wanted me to go through some strong waves and eventually that got me to Delhi where Shilad has been the one for everything I think of. Neha, Puneet and Bhavna are few more sweet people who joined the league and have helped my voyage to be the most memorable one. 

I am stranded now, and miss u all a lot. Whether we in touch or not, this is just to tell you people that I will always be there for you and you guys always be ready to receive my call when I am in deep shit.

I Believe!

I can believe things that are true and things that aren't true and I can believe things which nobody knows if they're true or not. 

I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and the Beatles and Tiesto - I believe that people are perfectable, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkled lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women. 

I believe that the future rocks and I believe that one day White Buffalo Woman is going to come back and kick everyone's ass. I believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems communicating and that the decline in good sex in India is coincident with the decline in drive-in movie theaters from state to state. 

I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are better than the alternative. I believe that Mumbai is going to sink into the sea when the big one comes, while Delhi is going to dissolve into madness and alligators and toxic waste. I believe that antibacterial soap is destroying our resistance to dirt and disease so that one day we'll all be wiped out by the common cold like martians in War of the Worlds. 

I believe in a personal god who cares about me and worries and oversees everything I do. I believe in an impersonal god who set the universe in motion and went off to hang with his girlfriends and doesn't even know that I'm alive. 

I believe that anyone who says sex is overrated just hasn't done it properly. I believe that anyone who claims to know what's going on will lie about the little things too. I believe in absolute honesty and sensible social lies. I believe in a woman's right to choose, a baby's right to live, that while all human life is sacred there's nothing wrong with the death penalty if you can trust the legal system implicitly, and that no one but a moron would ever trust the legal system. 

I believe that life is a game, that life is a cruel joke, and that life is what happens when you're alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it...

Confusion – A State of Mind!

The word confusion is so dramatic. I met someone recently who tries to stay in a constant state of confusion just because of the expression it leaves on his face. I encountered it for the first time during my school days when I was not sure which shoes to wear for my friend’s birthday. But obviously the confusion was short lived and I finally decided on one out of the two options. But I never knew that confusion was progressive and directly proportional to age (atleast till 25, something that I have experienced).

The level increased and became more complex when I entered college - a different city, new people and many more such things which made me unsure of what to do and what not. Everyone seemed artificial. I was in a situation where I had to pick the right people with whom I had to spend 3 years of my college and life after that (incase they were worth it); people call it confusion. I met the extremes, people who used to call their family every hour and also people who lived in solitude and never wanted to speak to family or talk about them. Was confused again, what was the right approach?

But never knew that it would be nothing when compared to the confusion that I would have to go through during my career planning. Everything looks glittery, every industry looks potential. Every morning I get up, I think of doing something different, something new. I don’t know if it’s just me, or everyone at this age goes through this.  But this confusion kills me every night and gives me a birth every morning. Off-late, life seemed even more of a guessing game than usual. Hope this mystery gets a solution soon.

Sometimes I go in one direction when I am sure it’s right, and it’s not…. and the next time, I am Confused.

Welcome to the world of Confusion!!